I think the reason you use me is to stop being lonely and sad.
To keep you away from bad thoughts and ending it all.
I am every color of the rainbow.
I know that someday you’ll stop using me, when you’re happy and not alone with someone who loves you.
But in the end when you fall again and can’t find comfort I’ll always be there.
I might just be a capsule but that doesn’t matter.
Sometimes I wish I was a person to love you and comfort you, to let you know you’re important.
The opinions of other people don’t matter, They shouldn’t apply to you.
But In the end I’m just a pill that helps you see dreams while your eyes are open.
I’m the cool neon lights, bright colors, and emotions you lack.
For now, we wait on the edge of a cliff for your bright light of the day and the reason to live.
We wait quietly in the cool breeze watching the moon and counting the stars.
I guess there is no happily ever after, Only sadness ever after.
Pills weren’t enough to stop you, you were in too deep.
Wounds were reopened and damaged even more.
There was no band-aid to cover it or advil to take the pain away.
You jumped off the cliff and into the deep blue ocean, you didn’t swim up.

Now only red and blue lights fill the room.
No more bright colors, emotions, and neon lights, only darkness.
Everything is black now..

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